Mary glanced nervously around the
room. She had vacillated all week long about whether she should
come to this party, and now that she was here she felt that
familiar sense of conflict. Drawn to these people and at the
same time scared and nervous. She wondered if she would ever
feel comfortable.
Mary was 26 and fairly attractive. She had
always been popular with the boys, but her shyness had made it
difficult for her to deal with their attentions. And she had a
Deep Dark Secret, something she had told none of her boyfriends
or girlfriends. And the mere existence of that Secret had made
it almost impossible for her to feel close to anyone she had
met, no matter how nice they had been.
Her Secret was that, for as long as she could
remember, her sexual fantasies had involved being dominated by
an older man. In her mind, this person was her Daddy, although
he never looked like or acted like her real father. Assertive,
almost cold, very strict, and controlling, he would take her in
hand and use her in ways which made her blush. She could never
bring herself to share these thoughts and feelings with any of
her friends. And she was never satisfied by the standard sexual
attentions of her peers.
So, when she had heard about this party via
the Internet, she had forced herself to come. She wanted to find
out if she could meet someone with whom she could share her most
intimate thoughts and feelings. She thought she was going to
explode: she just had to find this person. She was tired of
living life alone.
The days leading up to the party had been
difficult. She was drawn to the possibilities and at the same
time scared silly about whom she was going to meet and what she
might do (or not do). Was she really going to allow a stranger
to spank her? To have sex with her? She was so confused. And
she'd never been spanked, even as a child.
The party was nice enough. The people were
disappointingly normal, for the most part, except that they all
shared an interest in Domination and submission (D/s). Some
people acted out "Scenes", with girls (and men!) being
tied up and/or spanked, but she was too shy to participate. She
was almost too shy to even speak to people. She wondered if she
would just wind up leaving having never spoken to anyone. She
watched from the sidelines, only partly there.
A number of men had tried to chat her up. One
in particular seemed very interested in her, but she found him
to be repulsive. Something about the way he leered at her, and
the way his hair was so greasy. She made excuses and walked
away. She had noticed one somewhat older man throughout the
evening, a man with silver hair, but he always seemed to be
talking with other people. And when he had looked her right in
the face, she had just blushed and looked away. She wanted to
leave: things just never turned out the way she wanted.
She had dressed carefully for the party, as if
she were going to actually meet her Daddy. She certainly had not
wanted things to fail because of something so simple as dress.
She looked sensual and yet not trampy. A thin sports bra covered
her ample but not excessive breasts, over which she wore a soft,
tight, thin lavender T-shirt. She wore a flowered silk skirt, to
mid-thigh, and black shoes with a slight heel. She wore thin
cotton panties, just like a Daddy would want his little girl to
wear. She was ready, but nothing seemed to be happening.
A sudden commotion occurred across the large
room, and she (and everyone else) turned to see what was going
on. In the middle of a small circle of people, the silver haired
man had grabbed a woman by the hair of her head. She wore just a
shirt, panties, and shoes. He pulled her head up and back, and
her hands flew up to take the pressure off of her hair. He then
grabbed her crotch with his other hand and she started to
squeal. He said something to her, but Mary could not make out
most of it. Something about "boot". The girl nodded
her head rapidly and, tears streaming from her eyes, she knelt
down and began to lick his shoes. He never took either of his
hands from her hair or her crotch the whole time. The entire
event only took perhaps 15 seconds.
Mary was stunned. Her heart beat wildly in her
throat, her knees felt weak, and she suddenly felt as if she had
to sit down. The suddenness of it, the violence of it, the
forced submission. She wished she were the girl kneeling at his
feet, but she knew she would never be able to admit it.
---
Peter had come to the party almost as a last
resort. His attempts at meeting submissive women had been
frustrating at best, and he figured the party was the only place
where he had a chance of at least speaking with some of them.
But, he knew never to expect too much, so he had arrived with an
enforced sense of detachment. What would be would be: being
pushy never helped (a strange feeling for a Dom, he noted
ironically).
At first he had just stood around, watching.
He had no idea what the "rules" of behavior were here.
Should he be aggressive? Should he be polite? Would politeness
be misinterpreted as lack of dominance? Some girls wanted to be
tied up and "punished" by the crowd, but what were the
limits? He watched and listened, trying to figure it all out.
The woman who ran the parties had spoken to
him a few times, and while he liked her looks, he felt awkward
around her. Should he be assertive or not? He could feel her
eyes on him: he was sure that she was wondering whether he
really was a Dom or not. He was not acting like one, after all.
She seemed to enjoy being tied up, and had been bound more than
once by different guys and groups of guys. She was wandering
around the party now clad only in a T-shirt and panties, looking
for more action.
She approached him, drink in hand, and started
her teasing, bratty banter again. It was fun, but he didn't know
his part. Suddenly she said it right out, in his face. "You
don't seem very dominant to me, Peter", she sassed.
He felt his heart begin to beat fast. This was
an overt challenge. Surely he could respond in some way. He
heard himself saying "If I wanted to, I could have you
licking my feet in fifteen seconds."
Her eyes brightened, and she grinned. "No
way, Peter, no way!" she teased.
Peter took a deep breath and decided to go for
it. Putting his drink down, he suddenly grabbed a fist full of
her hair with his left hand. He pulled her head up and back, and
her hands flew up to try to take the strain off of her hair. She
squeaked with pain as her hair was pulled.
As soon as her hands were up high, he reached
for her panty-clad crotch, grabbing a fist full of panties and
cunt lips. Squeezing as hard as he could, pinching her lips
between all of his fingers, he reached for her clit with his
thumb and first finger. Finding it, he pinched it hard. She
screamed and tears streamed from her eyes. Her hands raced to
protect her crotch, but it was too late: he was in control. He
felt her body go limp with the pain, all resistance gone. He
said "Are you ready to lick my boots now?", and she
nodded vigorously.
He slowly lowered her to the ground using both
hands to control her, never letting up the pressure on her hair
or cunt. He pushed her head to the ground and she kissed his
shoe timidly. "Lick it, bitch!" he ordered, pinching
her clit harder, and the tongue came out, licking. He kept her
at it for a full minute before he let her up.
When he looked up, a crowd had grown around
them, and people were showing their appreciation of the event. A
few whistles and claps ensued, which only made him blush. After
letting her up, he reached out for the woman, to make sure that
she was OK. She brushed a few tears from her eyes and rubbed her
crotch with a wry grin. He offered her a hug, which she accepted
and returned warmly. She kissed him on the cheek and murmured
"I'm sorry I doubted you" and walked off to speak with
her friends, looking over her shoulder at him.
Peter was trembling with tension and
excitement. It had been fun, but a bit too sudden and extreme
for him. His mouth was dry, and he needed a drink. He looked up
to make his way to the drinks and noticed a girl he had seen
before. She was staring at him, and her fingers were rubbing her
cunt through her thin dress. She was obviously excited by the
scene. But when he looked at her, she blushed furiously and
turned away. He followed her.
---
Mary watched the scene with total focused
attention. It was only after it was over, and the girl was
hugging the silver haired man, that she realized that she was
playing with herself. Here, in public, rubbing her clit with
excitement. As she pulled her hand away in embarrassment and
humiliation, she realized that he had seen her. She turned away,
excited, confused, and feeling very awkward.
At the drink table, he came up behind her and
put his hand on her shoulder, in a friendly way. She startled,
and then relaxed a bit. She looked up at him, and felt herself
melt. She was sure her panties were dripping wet.
"Perhaps we should sit down and talk for
a moment" he invited, but she shook her head nervously no,
her eyes darting to the floor, and then away, across the room.
Guiding her gently by the shoulder, he led her to some chairs in
a corner, and sat her down. He sat down next to her and took her
hand. Suddenly, she felt a bit more calm.
They talked for a while. He asked about her
background, her experiences, and her thoughts and feelings. For
the first time in her life, some of them actually came out. She
explained her need for punishment, domination, humiliation, and
sexual use. He explained that, while he had "played"
with many women, he had not found a woman with whom he could
share both his D/s feelings and his life. She felt herself drawn
to him on many levels, but it was all happening too fast. She
couldn't trust any particular thought or feeling.
Then he said "Perhaps you would like to
participate tonight, instead of just watching". She looked
at him, and part of her wanted to scream out "Yes, yes
yes!", but the rest of her remained mute.
"Perhaps you would like to offer yourself
to me as my slave for the evening, to do with as I wish."
She gulped. A slave? She had always thought of herself as
Daddy's little girl, being spanked and used sexually, dominated.
But a slave? And in public? She wanted to explain that this just
was not like her, but instead she found herself whispering
"Yes" to him.
He took both of her hands and held them,
staring her directly in the eyes. "Are you sure about
this?" he asked, and she paused. Slowly she nodded, staring
into his eyes. Somehow she trusted him. Only time would tell
whether this trust was well placed.
He stood her up and led her to the corner of
the room. He placed her facing the corner, like a naughty girl
waiting for a spanking. He told her to stay there until he
returned, and walked off. She stood there, listening to the
noises of the party, trembling, wondering who might be watching
her, and wondering what they were thinking.
When he returned he had a small collection of
"toys". He took her wrists and drew them up high
behind her back. She was quite limber, and her arms could move
there without discomfort. He tied her wrists together there.
Taking another rope, he tied it to her wrists and then drew it
up over her right shoulder, across her chest down under her left
arm, across her back, under her right arm, and back across her
chest and over her left shoulder to her wrists. When tied in
place, her arms were held up high. She was helpless.
He added a leather collar to her neck, and
fastened a leash to it. By this time, a few people had gathered
to watch, and she was feeling very ashamed. Ashamed and excited.
When he reached up to blindfold her, it was almost a relief:
maybe those people would "go away" if she could not
see them. He kissed her gently on the lips; she shuddered. He
pushed a ball gag into her mouth, and tightened it until it
pressed against the back of her throat. She retched slightly.
Blinded, bound, gagged, and helpless, she stood there ready for
his next command. Her cunt was throbbing, and she knew she made
quite a sight, even though fully clothed.
He put his arms around her and whispered in
her ear. He explained that for the next hour or two he would be
giving her orders, and that he would not accept anything short
of immediate and total obedience. He explained that he would
punish her mercilessly until she obeyed, so she would be best
off if she simply obeyed. He asked her if she understood, and
she nodded, resting her head against his chest.
He further explained that, although she would
suffer quite a few indignities in the next few hours, that he
would be careful that she came to no real harm. She relaxed, her
body melting against his. He reached down and caressed her
backside, softly, gently.
Standing away from her, he said "Get
moving, bitch!", and pulled on her leash. She moved
tentatively forward, unable to see where she was going, but
after a few minutes she began to understand how he used the
leash to guide her, and she was able to walk faster, always
carefully in the direction he was pulling.
He took her on a grand tour of the room,
walking her around, until everyone knew she was his. This done,
he put his right hand on the small of her back and began to play
with her tits, through the bra and T-shirt, with his left. She
blushed but held still for him.
Then, with his left hand on her belly, he felt
up her ass, at first through the skirt, but eventually running
his hand underneath, caressing her backside through her thin
panties. He ran his finger up the crack of her ass, locating her
asshole, and prodding it gently, so that she would know that she
had given up that secret place to him. She stepped forward one
small step, trying to deny that her anus belonged to him, but he
held her in place with his left hand while insisting with his
finger. She blushed again, squirming.
With his right hand on the small of her back
again, he reached under her skirt for her panty crotch. When she
did not open her legs for him, he spanked the front of her
crotch, saying "Open up, bitch!". She obeyed. He
slowly massaged her fat, swollen cunt lips, through sodden
panties. She could hear the squishing sound her cunt made as he
manipulated it, and she was mortified. It was clear that he now
knew how much she loved what was happening. Any attempt to
pretend was useless.
A voice from the crowd called out "Is she
wet?", and suddenly she realized that people were watching
this entire procedure. She had been felt up in front of a crowd
of strangers. Her heart was pounding. She wished she could lay
her head on his shoulder, but that was not to be.
"It's just about running down her
leg!" her Daddy responded. He slipped a finger in between
her panties and her cunt, and ran it quickly from cunt hole to
clit. It slipped and slithered along her slit. It felt
wonderful. She couldn't recall being this wet before.
His left hand came out from under her skirt,
and his right hand grabbed a fist full of her hair. Suddenly,
wet, slippery, musky fingers were inserted in her nostrils,
reamed around, and then withdrawn. She had not been expecting
this, and her female smell came as a shock to her. Somewhat
disgusted, and extremely humiliated, she whined into the gag,
and pulled her head to one side.
She heard him say "I do not want you
pulling away from me, bitch. We'll just have to do this again,
until you understand." And with that, he put his left hand
up under her skirt again, searching for more of her juices.
She resisted at first, closing her legs
tightly, and squirming, but he gave her a few harsh slaps to her
cunt. When that didn't work, he slapped her tits, hard, first
one, and then the other. She had never been hit there before,
and it was very insulting and painful. A few more harsh spanks
to her tits, and her legs were open, as she gasped and squealed
into the gag. His fingers lingered in her slit for a moment, and
then again were inserted into her nostrils. This time, she just
held still. Her resistance was gone.
Another voice from the crowd called out
"How do her tits feel?", and her Daddy responded with
"Why not find out for yourself?". He stood behind her,
grabbing her by both upper arms, and marched her towards the
voice. Rough hands fondled her breasts, squeezing them, tossing
them about, pinching the nipples, and finally slapping them. She
could tell from the way the crowd reacted that this was quite
popular. She was marched around, from person to person, as a
number of people played with her tits. At one point, she heard a
woman exclaim "My god, they're so soft!", and she
realized that not only men had been fondling her.
Her Daddy then said "Well, if we're going
to play with them, we may as well see them!". He pulled her
tight T-shirt up over her breasts, and then up over her head,
pulling it hard enough that it remained covering her face,
tucked behind her head. Her bra-covered tits stood out now, for
everyone to see. A few hands reached out and played with them.
Then her Daddy's hand reached around, from
behind her, grabbed the bra between her tits, and yanked it up.
Her tits danced out for everyone to admire. At size C, they were
large enough to be interesting, without being sloppy. They were
soft, and sagged slightly. The areola were small, the nipples
large and very hard.
She was slowly moved through the crowd again,
and this time it seemed as if everyone was interested in having
a feel. People were rougher than the first time, and when one
person slapped her tit hard, from the side, making it wobble all
over her chest, she wondered where it would stop. When her Daddy
made no comment to stop this behavior, it became the rule,
rather than the exception. The next fifteen minutes were spent
getting her tits slapped hard, up, down, left, and right. Her
nipples were not spared: it seemed that everyone wanted to grab
the nipples and try to lift them to the ceiling. She squealed
and groaned through the gag, standing on tiptoes and arching her
back, and was sobbing a bit when it was over.
Her Daddy then put his left arm around her
belly and drew her back to him. He caressed her hot, throbbing
breasts with his left hand, while he slowly massaged her clit
with his right hand, through her panties. The crowd made
approving noises, and she turned her head to the side, in shame.
Still, her hips moved urgently against his fingers, and she
moaned with pleasure. She was ready to come, when he pulled away
and announced to the crowd "What we have here is a
masochistic, exhibitionistic little slut, don't we?". The
crowd laughed and roared approval, as she blushed. He was right,
but that didn't mean that she liked it. She was learning about
herself, but would she turn out to be the person she wanted to
be?
Suddenly, the front of her thighs felt cool,
and she realized that her Daddy was tucking her skirt up into
her belt. The crowd could now see her thin cotton panties,
soaked with her lust juices. She had shaved her cunt, thinking
that her Daddy would like that, if she ever met him, and as he
massaged her cunt through the panties, she was sure that
everyone could see the exact shape of her lips. He reached down
in between her legs, and when she resisted, spanked her cunt
harshly. She opened her legs, and allowed him to massage her
cunt in front of the crowd. She could feel his hot breath on her
ear.
He then turned her around and pulled her skirt
up, revealing her panty covered ass to the crowd. Some more
careful massage, and her panties clung to her cheeks like a
second skin. She would be keeping no secrets from anyone
tonight. He ran a finger up and down the crack of her ass,
locating her asshole once again. As the pressure started, she
lurched forward, but he was in front of her, holding her, and
there was nowhere to go. Squealing her protest, standing on tip
toes to evade the intruder, waving her ass back and forth and
clenching her cheeks, he ignored her and slowly pushed his
finger until he had stuffed some of her panties about one
quarter of an inch into her asshole. The crowd laughed and
clapped, yelling things like "Way to go!" and
"That's showing her!". Where would it all end?
He marched her around the crowd again, only
this time it was her cunt and ass which were offered for their
amusement. She found it difficult to open her legs for
strangers, but whenever she resisted their advances, he smacked
her ass, hard, until she obeyed. Many people commented on how
wet she was, and on how thick and soft her lips were. The
detailed and intimate comments embarrassed her further.
When asked, he would turn her around and bend
her over, offering her ass for inspection. He grabbed her around
the shoulders with his left arm, and held her cunt with his
right hand, bending her and holding her in place. Her ass cheeks
were explored thoroughly, and more than one person prodded at
her anus, insistently. When she grunted and squirmed in protest,
she was held more firmly, until the prodder had achieved his
goals.
At one point, thick and stubby fingers played
with her roughly, pinching and pulling on her cunt lips until
she squealed. The abuser's only reaction was a
laugh, followed by the comment "She's one
hot bitch, isn't she?". It took a moment for her to realize
that the man she had found disgusting, earlier in the evening,
had just finished fondling her cunt. He further commented
"Her cunt sure smells good!", and she realized he had
just finished sniffing his fingers, fingers which were covered
with her juices.
She found herself standing facing her Daddy,
his arms around her, holding her close to him. He fondled her
ass cheeks, and explained to her, in a whisper, that the time
had come for her to feel some pain. He promised her that she
would not be damaged, but also promised that she would be crying
real tears shortly. He asked her if she understood. Trembling,
she nodded.
He led her to a chair and sat down. She was
forced to kneel before him, with her back to him, her legs in
front of the chair. Ordered to spread her legs, she did so. He
then pulled her back, towards him, and she discovered that her
legs were outside of the chair legs. He put his ankles in front
of her knees, forcing her back against the chair seat and legs,
trapping her thighs against the chair legs. He ran one arm
behind her upper back, and in front of her upper arms, and held
her head back from under her chin with the other hand. Her tits
were sticking out for all to see.
"Would anyone like to take a belt and
strap her tits?" he asked the crowd. There were loud
murmurs, along with cries of "I would" and
"Me!". Her Daddy made a selection. Mercifully, it was
a short, slender girl. She was given a belt and, standing
directly in front of Mary, she began to swat at Mary's tits,
hitting from the outside in, making Mary's tits dance all over
her chest. It hurt a lot, but she was held firmly, and could not
move very far, despite her twitches and groans. After a while,
the strokes started coming from below, smacking the tits up
towards Mary's face. The crowd offered suggestions, and the
strapper moved around, trying to punish the tits thoroughly.
They throbbed and stung, and became very red. When her Daddy
thought that Mary had had enough, he called for a halt. Mary was
crying and sobbing, her chest heaving and tits dancing. Her tits
were bright pink, covered with belt marks, with some darker red
bruises in places. The nipples were rock hard.
"Does anyone have a hairbrush?" her
Daddy asked, and she was abruptly turned over onto his lap. Her
head hung down towards the floor, her hips were across his left
thigh, and her legs dangled towards the floor. He pushed at her
knees until her legs were bent in towards the chair. He wrapped
one of his legs behind each of hers, so that she could not kick
at all. He leaned against the small of her back, and she felt as
if she was all ass. Her panties, thin as they were, would offer
her no protection against a hairbrush.
He gave her backside a few experimental swats
with the brush. The strokes stung, but certainly were bearable.
She was aware of her soft cheeks shuddering, swaying, and
dancing at each stroke. It was embarrassing to think of the
spectacle she was making. Her knees were spread wide, and
everyone could see her panty-clad crotch. She was sure her lips
were visible through the thin material.
Her Daddy grabbed the waistband of her panties
in his right hand and suddenly yanked it up towards her head,
jamming the panty cloth into the crack of her ass, baring her
cheeks. Transferring the waistband to his left hand, and
maintaining tension, he yawned the cheeks of her ass with his
right hand, stuffing the thin cloth in there, away from the
cheeks which he intended to abuse. Satisfied with his work, he
pushed her shoulders down towards the floor with his left elbow,
and spanked her now naked cheeks with the brush.
This stroke was different. This was no
experiment. This stroke was hell. He hit her as hard as he
could, and her first impression was simply the force of the
blow. It drove her hard into his lap. She felt it throughout her
body.
Her second impression was that she had never
understood just how painful a hairbrush spanking could be. The
sting was unbelievable. All she wanted to do was get her hands
down there to rub away the pain. She arched her back,
trying to buck off of his lap, but that only
amused the crowd; he handled her with ease. Her hands stayed
where they were, in the middle of her back, and she received the
second thundering stroke without being able to offer any
resistance.
She started crying almost immediately. The
pain was intense, and her submission was total. He spanked her
backside with frequent, solid hits, often enough that she was
never able to recover her composure again. She sobbed and
groaned and squealed and cried, but to no avail. She no longer
cared how she looked: all she cared about was the pain. She
writhed and bucked, kicked and wriggled, squealed and whined,
and the crowd loved it. Her backside danced lewdly, yawning and
shuddering, clenching and humping.
Everyone could see that she danced a sincere
dance of pain, an intimate dance which came from her heart, a
dance in which nothing was held back. Her Daddy played her
backside like it was an instrument, finding her most tender
spots, and hitting them repeatedly. He focused on bruising her
undercheeks, so that she would feel it every time she sat down,
for days, but found time to keep the rest of her ass stinging
and throbbing. He spanked her until she was sure that she could
take not one more stroke. And then he spanked her some more.
Finally, noticing that she had begun to tire,
he stopped spanking her. She lay there, snorting and snuffling,
her cheeks bruised and slack. "Now there is a nicely
spanked ass!" he exclaimed, and asked if anyone wanted to
feel its heat. Numerous hands passed over her hot cheeks,
squeezing them, fondling them, and often spanking them. She
grunted and squealed and squirmed as her tender flesh was
handled roughly.
Her Daddy asked for help from the crowd, and
eager hands lifted her from his lap. Hands supported her
shoulders and upper arms. She stood up, but only with their
help. She wept constantly. Her knees were weak, and her ass felt
as if it was on fire. It throbbed and stung, and felt very
swollen and thick. Surely this was it. Surely it was over now.
Under instructions from her Daddy, strong
hands held her shoulders up, while other hands grabbed her
thighs just above the knee, and spread her legs until her knees
were about eighteen inches apart. Held in the air, she was on
total display. Her well spanked ass glowed behind her, her
crotch was easily visible from the front, and her still-rosy
tits bobbed for all to see.
Without warning, she heard a soft whistling
sound, and then felt something smack hard onto her spread cunt
lips. She arched her back and bucked and squealed into the gag,
but she was held fast. He whipped her panty-clad cunt over and
over again with a set of leather lashes. She quickly discovered
that it was the tips of the lashes which did the most painful
work, and he moved the tips around expertly, from back near her
asshole right up front to the clit. She kicked and writhed for a
while, crying her heart out, but when she became too tired to
resist, he stopped.
He came over and held her in his arms, telling
her that she had been wonderful. The crowd murmured its
admiration, and putting an arm around her shoulders, he led her
limping off to a side room. He gently untied her arms, lowering
them slowly so as to avoid cramps, and then massaging her
wrists, forearms, upper arms, and shoulders. He removed the
blindfold, pressing tissues against her tear-swollen eyes. He
removed the gag, and kissed her deeply, his tongue caressing her
slowly and tenderly.
He sat her down on a cot. She started and
cried out as her cheeks touched the surface. She started to
stand up again, but then looked at him. He stared straight into
her eyes, and she meekly sat down, grimacing as her ass stung
anew. He gently lowered her down, onto her back, and, reaching
down, caressed her clit gently and slowly.
It only took about 30 seconds for her to come
for the first time, and when it came, it was a huge, shuddering,
heaving, squealing come, which left her crying hysterically
afterwards. He held her tightly and continued to caress her, and
she came again, twice, in perhaps 3 minutes, each time writhing
and bucking with abandon. As she lay there, exhausted, he held
her in his arms, and she drifted off to sleep, oblivious to her
surroundings, feeling warm, and as if she had finally come home.