The Mistress leads me out into the bedroom, and then to the closet. I am very familiar with the closet, especially from the inside. The Mistress often chooses to not have me near her, especially if I've been bad enough to deserve Her scorn. Sometimes it's simply that She wants to put me away like She would some useless object that is just an eyesore.

Without speaking She points to the door of the closet, I open it and take the position I'm all too familiar with. Standing in the center of the closet, facing out, I raise my hands to be bound to the ropes hanging from the ceiling and spread my legs to position my feet near the ropes that will hold them separate. The Mistress binds me tightly and efficiently, without expression, as I am now just an annoying task that is in the way. Still without word She closes the closet door.

When I first was Her slave I would be bound with a ball gag. After the first few sessions I was informed that She expected me to know better than to make a noise, and the punishment that would come should I do so. So now I stand spread and uncomfortable and noiseless, simply waiting for The Mistress to choose my next fate. The humiliation, and bitter taste, of that morning has left me feeling worthless - not the least because I find myself excited by the treatment I've received.

Of course time passes differently when in the closet, but I believe about an hour passed before I heard The Mistress opening the door of the closet. She undoes the ropes binding me and steps back. She is wearing just a robe, and I find it hard not to be turned on by the thought of Her body beneath the robe.

"Stop gawking and get out of there"

I realize too late that I was looking at Her without permission, thinking of Her as if I would have any right to pleasure from Her. This was not good, and given my performance this morning I had no doubt that I had made a mistake.

"You really aren't new to this, for goodness sake. I know you're just a slug but even a slug should know his place - and that certainly isn't looking at me!" Pointing to a black bag that She uses to keep her toys, she commanded me "Get two nipple clamps, and two vibrators and a scarf"

I hurry to obey. When I open the bag I find the required objects and return them to Her making sure my eyes keep to the ground.

She holds up the clamps and smiles "I was going to let you watch me enjoy myself while I watch you enjoy these clamps, but you've already stolen a glance at me so ... ," Her voice trails off as She holds up the scarf. I tie the scarf around my eyes, realizing I had missed the opportunity for seeing her. When the scarf is on, The Mistress walks around me and checks that it is secure, then begins another of her favorite games.

I must stand still as she walks quietly around me - as she does she pinches, strikes, and slaps me at random. Each blow is a different level of pain, from a minor prick to almost unbearable. Each one is delivered without any pattern or rhythm that might let me grow used to it - sometimes long enough to make me think it is over only to be shocked by another blow. With each blow the surprise makes me jump and is followed by the laughter of The Mistress enjoying my discomfort, fear and pain. Before She is finished She makes sure my ass, my cock, my face, my chest, my thighs, and my nipples have all felt the pain She is amused by. During this, She has also placed (and several times removed only to replace) the nipple clamps on my nipples. I feel the pain from them as She places one of the vibrators in my hand. It is on, and I hear and feel its hum.

"I've been nice enough to lubricate that for you, since you did take this little session well. Perhaps I can find a use for a slug after all. Now shove that thing in your ass, and be quick about it." It was cold, and since it had been a full month since anything had been there, I found it hard to do. But I didn't dare mess up again so I pushed despite the tightness. The vibration added to my discomfort but also made the growing horniness increase.

"Keep your hands on the vibrator and stand like this," she pushed me to stand so my side was facing the bed. "When I tell you 'IN' you are to push that ting in hard. When I tell you 'OUT' you are to let it slowly slide out until just the tip is in your hole." I then heard her getting on the bed and the hum of the other vibrator begin. I realize now what I lost, she was going to let me be frustrated by seeing her please herself. Now that is denied me.

"OUT"

"IN"

"OUT"

With each command I shove the vibrator into me and I feel it slowly move out only to be shoved again by me. I know she can see me, so I dare not do anything but shove hard. She commands me to violate myself and I must. This continues for a good while, as The Mistress pleases Herself and I am further degraded.

I hear Mistress Katrina rise and leave the bedroom. As She does her last word to me is "IN" So I stand there with the nipple clamps continuing to dig into me and a vibrator humming deep inside me until She returns a few minutes later.

"I want you to pull that thing out of your hole very fast. Make this good" I know that tone of voice, and though I know the fast movement will hurt I do as I'm told. "Put it down on the ground." I do as I'm told and as I do I hear her approach me. "You are a fortunate piece of shit. You didn't completely screw up this time, so I'll let you clean this Vibrator in you mouth instead of the one you had." With this she pushes the vibrator she had used, still wet with her juices, into my mouth. I suck it hard, thankful as much for avoiding cleaning the other one as I am for the chance to taste Her.

With this done, She orders me to remove the clamps and scarf and follow Her. I am lead again into the bathroom, where She points to the shower. "Get in, and kneel in the tub, facing me." I do, and see that she had changed while I had the blindfold on into a pair of jeans and a blouse. It looked like we were about to leave the house.

Without any warning or ceremony, The Mistress picks up the jar of my own urine from that morning and pours it over my head very slowly. It is cold, and the saltiness leaks into my mouth as I kneel there shocked. The Mistress likes to humiliate me without reason, even though I had done well I still only deserved her scorn.

"Stand up, and turn the shower on. Get yourself cleaned up, we have some shopping to do"

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It is nice to be cleaned, and dressed now as we leave Her house. It is in the afternoon now, and I wonder what the rest of the day holds in store as She points to the car. She always drives, and of course never tells me where we're going. There is nothing but silence in the car, and I quietly wait to see what will happen.

She parks in the parking lot of a mall, and gets out. Without a command to the contrary I'm to follow two steps back and to the right. In stores this is continued, as She speaks with salespeople I stand silently behind Her and follow. I'm not allowed to make eye contact with other people. Sometimes salespeople will ask me a question, and She will respond as though the question was directed to Her. I am not to react to any of this. It's never enough to give away what I am to Her, but it is enough to embarrass and belittle me.

All of the shopping, of course, center around things She wants. Except for being the dog following behind her I am not involved at all. Finally She heads to a restaurant and asks for a seat. She was brought to a large table, large enough for several people. I followed and sat next to her. When the waitperson comes She orders for me... I know She is in a good mood since She orders things I actually like.

"There are a couple of surprises for you today. As disgusting as your behavior was this morning, I think you may have redeemed yourself enough to consider keeping with our monthly habit. In order to do so, you will be My Slave in a way you haven't yet enjoyed." I knew enough to be worried by the word "enjoyed"

When the food came I waited for Her permission to start eating. Somewhere in the middle of the meal another guy showed up. She greeted him, and they both acted like I wasn't there. Others arrived, a few couples and some single men and women. All in all about 10 people total.

As they greeted each other, I realized that I was unexpectedly invited to a D&S munch. Some of them also were in 'mode' be it Dom or sub, and some were not. She let them know I was her slave, and that I had never before talked about my interest. Any questions where directed to Her, and sometimes She would simply answer or look at me and say "you will answer." One question was "What does he like?" She ordered me to answer.

"Well," I started nervously, "I like submission to The Mistress" I thought that would be enough, and I was very nervous talking about this to people I didn't know.

"More" She commanded, She wasn't going to let me get away that easy.

Realizing there wasn't a way out of this I swallowed and told a complete stranger "I like being humiliated and punished. I like serving, body worship and submission."

My Mistress interrupted, and said "Feet, don't forget to tell them you like feet" She smiled

"I like feet, to see them and worship them"

"That's good enough in a public place, and a good preparation for later. Your lucky today, getting all these previews."

After the munch, about an hour and a half, we left and got into Her car. I sat in her car still feeling embarrassed by the exposure She had put me through. We arrived at Her house in silence, and I was forgetting my embarrassment because I noticed the smile on Her face as we approached the door.

She opened the door and motioned me in. As I entered I saw a man and a woman sitting in Her dinning room waiting. They greeted each other, and when done She turned and pointed at me and said "Here's the toy I mentioned to you. Let's play."

Part III

She had never included others in our days together, and already today I've had to discuss our involvement with a bunch on people at lunch. Now, I stood unbelieving as Mistress Ruby introduced me to two strangers as "her toy." They were clearly good friends of Hers, and I waited while they hugged hello to hear what my fate was to be.

Mistress Ruby looked at me with no sine of the good humor She showed her friends, "You will refer to this Woman as Madam and this Man as Sir. Do you understand?" I quickly nodded yes.

"Before we get to deep into playing with this thing, did you folks bring dinner?"

"Yes," Madam said, and held up some Chinese take out"

"Great, then you two go set things up, and I'll arrange some decoration" They went to the kitchen, and The Mistress signaled for me to follow.

"Stand here," She motioned to a spot about two yards from the table "face the real people at the table, if your good I may let you eat something. Oh, why don't you take your clothes off." She said it offhandedly, as if She had me nude in front of others many times before. I started to comply slowly, and all three of them barely paid any attention to me. Mistress glanced my way now and then to make sure I was complying.

By the time they were sitting to eat I was completely nude before them. They talked as they ate, and increased my nervousness by occasionally looking at me, often from the corner of their eyes. Mostly though it was clear that I was about as important as some decoration that hadn't been there before.

Finally they finished eating, and my Mistress scrapped some leftovers all into one bowl. It was an unappetizing mix, and I wasn't too surprised that it would be mine.

"You've been silent while we ate, I suppose you may have some food. She placed the bowl on the floor and commanded "On all fours and eat it without hands, quickly as I may not let you eat much" As I moved to comply, she yelled "WAIT" and walked out of the room. I was kneeling in front of the bowl, when she returned with the cup she had saved my urine in. Pointing and laughing She said to Her friends "This is his own pee, from this morning ... waste not want not!" She poured half of it into the bowl and pointed to it. I tried not to show my hesitation, and began to eat the now salty mess.

They laughed while I had a few mouthfuls, trying desperately not to choke on it. I heard Madam say "That's disgusting, that thing must be a pretty disgusting animal to have around" Mistress responded, "it has it's uses but it also makes me sick some time. You know, it enjoys that mess. I'll show you." She took a step closer to me and said "Stop pig! Tell my friends how much you enjoy your own piss" When she was that specific I knew she wanted a specific response so I said clearly "I love to taste my own piss, Mistress. Thank you for the opportunity. May I please have more?"

"Disgusting"

"Yuch"

"I told you it was loving that stuff. No slave, go wash your face off and go to the bedroom. Quickly."

I jumped up and went to the bathroom, cleaned my face and quickly washed my mouth as well. When I went to the bedroom they were all sitting in a row at the foot of the bed, My Mistress pointed to the wall opposite them and I quickly took my place facing them.

"Hands behind the head, feet spread wide." I assumed this position and for a second the three of them just looked at me, enjoying how uncomfortable I felt exposed to total strangers and spread for them to see me.

"Once again, we'll see that as uncomfortable as he looks right now, he really loves you two seeing him. Slave, you know the oath you make to me, stating each body part that belongs to me. For my friends I want these same parts of my toy to be available for their play. State now, as you would your oath, that you wish Madam and Sir to play with each bit of you."

Nervous as I was it took me a second to realize what she meant, but then I did and began to recite:

"Madam and Sir, please play with my chest, please play with my nipples, please play with my cock, please play with my ass, please play with my mouth, please play with my lips, please play with my whole body."

Before they could say anything, Mistress looked angry and said "Look at them when you talk, plead with them as you talk.

I looked at them and saw amusement in their eyes, they thought I was nothing but funny, "Please Madam and Sir, please play with my body, please play with my cock, my ass, my nipples, my balls. Please play with my mouth and lips. Please play with me." With each word their amusement grew.

"Better that time, now come here, bow before each of us in turn. I want you to take off our shoes and socks, then use your tongue to clean our feet. Start with me, and then Madam and you will also do Sir's feet."

I proceeded to comply, and knew how My Mistress liked for me to clean between each toe with my tongue, and to suck on each toe individually. I concentrated on how She liked to push into my face, and I dare not move back but take the pressure and continue licking. I had never kissed a mans foot, and I tried not to think about having to do so, or what else My Mistress would command me to do with him. "Move on" She commanded.

Madam's feet felt nice to my lips, and she didn't push as hard as My Mistress usually did. As I continued I noticed that Madam and Sir were not just sitting there. As I kissed Madam's feet she was being kissed by Sir, and I realized that they were caressing each other. Sir began stroking Madam's breasts through her clothing and as she reacted her feet left my face

"Keep to your job Slave." My Mistress commanded and I had to chase after Madam's feet as she reacted to Sirs attention. "You were starting to think this was going to center on you, didn't you? Well at best you're a toy my friends may use to add a little spice. You're not even as important as a dildo."

"Move on"

I moved over to Sirs feet, and began my to worship them without showing how difficult it was for me. I must have shown some hesitation, as I felt a smack across my butt. "You can do better than that, show me how much you love licking his feet" I put everything into my worship of his feet. As I did I realized that I was enjoying it! This made me feel even worse, and made me even more afraid of what would come.

My mistress stopped me, just as Sir had removed Madam's shirt and bra and she then took off the rest of her clothes. Sir laid down and Madam got on all fours over him, putting her breasts over Sirs so he could suck on them. Mistress took me by the hair and pushed my face into Madam's ass, "Pay some attention to her ass Slave," Looking then at Madam, she said "Let me know when you want him to stop" I kissed her ass checks and licked around her hole, as she got excited by what Sir was doing and this she pressed harder and harder into my face. As they continued, Sir had removed his clothing and I saw his large cock and balls beneath me as I worshiped Madam's ass.

"I want to see that tongue IN her hole slave." Mistress yelled as she hit me hard with a paddle. I hesitated, but stuck my tongue deep into Madam's ass hole, tasting the bitterness. When I took it out, Mistress said "Whip that sour look off your face, your forgetting your self. I want to see you relay into cleaning out her ass hole. Maybe this will help remind of what you are" With that she put nipple clamps on me that bit hard into my nipples. These shook as I continued to dart my tongue in and out of Madam's ass, licking her crack and burying myself deeply into her ass. Each movement shot pain into me.

Madam began to move down, kissing Sir's body as she went. I moved back thinking this part was over, but I was wrong, "Who told you to stop! What the hell is wrong with you!" Madam continued down Sirs body as Mistress grabbed a dildo and put lubrication on it, "You relay can't remember who you are can you!" With that she solved the dildo into my ass, without preparation. She shoved it hard and angry "Now back to work" She yelled as She shoved my face back into its place on Madam's ass. By this time, Madam was giving Sir head, and they both were getting very excited.

Finally Madam said "Stop him," as she pushed my face back. She got on top of Sir, and I watched his cock enter her and her back arch in pleasure. Mistress Ruby pulled me up, and said "Hands behind your back, feet spread. Now watch as they enjoy themselves. Keep your dildo in, as you watch, you may touch your cock with your left hand. Let me know when you are close to coming." I watched and, already excited by the days events, I quickly had to yell "I am close Madam"

"Stop then, hands behind your head." It hurt to stop, but I did. She had me go to the bathroom and clean my face, and come back quickly. Mistress then stood behind me and while we watched her friends make love. She slapped me at random - pushed the dildo in harder, and played with the nipple clamps. All at random so I wouldn't know what was next or how hard it would be. In between these I heard her taking off her clothes. I ached from frustration, and prayed silently that I would have a chance to see Her.

After some time of this, they had both enjoyed themselves and lay back in the bed. Mistress all this time had been behind me, though I know She was now nude. She reached in front and took off the nipple clamps, and then pulled the dildo out roughly. She then pushed me forward to stand at the foot of the bed, looking at her two naked and exhausted friends.

"They both need cleaning up, let Sir rest for now while you clean Madam out with your tongue. You may use your fingers and I want your face deep inside her" Madam lifter her knees up, and I began to worship her. She was very wet both from her own juices and from Sirs cum inside her. I dutifully licked her clean and then spread her lips open with my fingers to let my tongue have greater access. As my tongue worshiped her I gently pulled and rubbed her lips and clit with my fingers. She was tired when I started, but was also very sensitive. She was soon pushing my head harder into her, rubbing on my face and wearing out my tongue.

Mistress saw this, and grabbed my face away. Madam got up and straddled Sirs face, and he continued eating her. Mistress Ruby then said "I said they both need cleaning." She pushed my face in front of Sirs cock, and said "Kiss it" His cock was limp from Madam's attentions, and was still sticky. I had never even touched another mans cock, but by now I was ready for this night of firsts. I kissed its head and hoped, though I knew better, that that was all She would make me do.

"Now, clean him with your tongue and mouth as well. Make it good slave, worship his cock with your mouth and make him nice and hard again." I started hesitantly, but Mistress hit me hard several times and kept yelling "do better than that" I started to find myself putting my all into it, and hating that I began to enjoy being forced to do this. I ran my tongue up the shaft of his cock, I sucked on its head, I took it all into my mouth and circled my tongue around it. I worshiped his cock. When Mistress saw I was doing a good job, I heard her say "Don't stop" quietly, just as I felt a dildo pushed hard into my ass. Mistress was wearing a strap on, and began to fuck my ass hard. I felt the pain, tried hard to concentrate on pleasing Sir. She used my ass roughly, and as She did so I found myself hoping that Sir would soon come as I hoped that would end it. But I was wrong again, as Madam lifted herself off of Sirs face and fell back on the bed, Mistress pushed me back away from Sir's cock. I saw her getting into bed, just as I saw Madam motioning to me.

"Your not supposed to look," she said, almost exhausted by this point, "follow me" She walked into the bathroom and I followed, listen to the sounds of My Mistress and Sir making love. When in the bathroom, Madam stepped into the shower. She told me to soap her up, which I did, and then to rinse her off. She stepped out of the shower and told me to dry her. She then wrapped the towel around her and then said, "Your owner asked me to give you this." She held the cup that had the rest of my pee in it still there from that morning. "Lie down in the tub." I did as told, and she proceeded to pour the cup over me, my own cold pee covering my face and splashing all over my body.

She then stood over me in the tub, and began to pee on me herself. Her warm golden shower hit me, and I was almost reduced to tears. I kept my eyes shut, and my mouth as well, until the stream had ended. "Now just stay there." She said and I heard her leave.

After some time, Sir came into the room, and told me to stand outside the shower. He then commanded me to wash, rinse and dry him. Then he told me to lie in the tub again. I could barely believe what was coming, as I laid back down in the tub. He entered and smiled as he held his cock pointed right at me, he said "keep your eyes open" and I struggled to do so as I watched the pee stream out of his cock and spray all over my face.

When he was done, he told me to stand up, and he then put a blindfold on me. He lead me out of the bathroom and back to the bedroom. Mistress said to me "Sir likes fucking me in the ass. I love it when he does that. He tells me you did a fair job on him, and Madam seems pleased as well. So, you may earn the right to see me as you aid me in the shower, if you do a good job cleaning up after him." I felt Sir push me forward, and felt My mistress ass in my face. I was allowed to use my hands to spread her checks, and began to lick around her hole, and then eventually darting my tongue inside. I tasted the cum left behind by Sir, mingled with My Mistress own juices, and was almost in heaven. With all that had happened at least I was now licking Her, touching Her, worshiping Her. If only I could earn the right to see her.

As I worshiped her, Sir and Madam slapped and pinched my ass in sport. I couldn't tell who was doing what, though Sir's spanking was very hard. I concentrated on my assignment though, and finally My Mistress moved away and said, "Not bad, you may remove your blindfold. I did, and was filled with joy to see Her sitting there naked. She actually smiled at me! Everything was worth it. Of course, I didn't know there was one last test.

"You've done well, and can earn My trust in your obedience to me with one final thing." She looked at Sir, who stepped forward, turned his back and dropped his towel. He then leaned forward on the bed. "There is one ass here, of a good friend who has pleased me greatly, that you have not shown proper feeling for. Tell me slave, how much you wish to lick Sirs ass."

For some reason I found this harder than accepting that I had licked his cock. I was still astonished that She had let me see her, and to pleasure Her, and that she actually smiled at me. The whole day had been a test, push me past all my limits and then see if I'd make a good slave. She had said she wanted to go to another level in Her possession of me. Whatever that was, I'd never make it if I failed now. In fact, I realized I may not see Her again. This was not acceptable, so I said "Please let me worship Sirs ass, as I have yours and Madams. I beg you to allow me to lick his ass hole, to stick my tongue in him as I did yours."

I spoke quietly, and all She said was "You may"

She didn't gesture or command, I knew what to do. I bent behind Sir, spread his ass cheeks apart, and began to lick his crack, to kiss his hole and to push my tongue deep inside him. After a while, he turned and sat on the bed. My mistress motioned for me to follow her into the bathroom. There she told me that I would be allowed to keep my blindfold off, and to soap her and to dry her off. I was numb, but enjoyed this very much.

She then had me lie in the tub, to receive Her golden shower. "For me," she said "you will keep your mouth open" I did, and fought to urge to gag. Still, the sight of her towering over me and the golden stream pouring down at me, excited me again. When She was done, She said, "I'll say your good byes to my friends, you wash up." I took a shower quickly so that I'd be done before she was back.

She yelled from the bedroom to come out and join her. She was alone, and dressed again.

"Stand before me, hands behind your head, feet spread"

I did so.

"Until now we've met monthly, with a few instructions from me for you to follow during the long period without me. This is how I test my slaves, to see if they are worthy for more. After today, I believe you will serve me without question. That is your only merit, but be happy with it. Most other worms can't even do that. From now on, you will be at My call always. Months may go by before I call, on the other hand I may summon you several times in a week.

You may continue to make love to your wife, unless otherwise instructed, but you will call me afterwards and tell me in detail what you did for her and she for you. I will instruct you at that time on what I expect you to do with each other the next time. Sometimes I may tell you to go weeks with a "headache" and do nothing. Others I will tell you to please her with no satisfaction yourself. Others I will tell you to introduce fetishes to her, and to try to convince her to indulge them. Your mine sexually, and I control your sex even with her.

You will not ever touch yourself, even in the shower you will keep soap or a towel between your hand and skin. If you dare to break this law, you will report it to Me immediately.

You will carry a beeper, that has text messages. This way I can reach you wherever and whenever I wish. Sometimes I will tell you to come to me, others will simply be instructions to be carried out. For instance I may tell you not to use the bathroom till next I send a message. Or I may tell you to call a phone sex line, but still not touch yourself. Anything at all, and you will comply.

As we go there are other rules I'll add as I see fit, this is your only chance to consent or not.

Begin playing with yourself.

As you do, you may show your consent by allowing yourself to cum. If you don't wish to consent, leave now."

I knew I'd have to consent, that my will was already Hers. I was very excited by Her orders, and the days events, and quickly came.

"Very good. You will clean up your cum off the floor with your tongue, and take the beeper near the door before you leave.

I'll be calling."