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All i know is He is in control of that delightful

smack

pleasure

my eyes were closed to the possibilities

but He opened many doors

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i didn't know that something so bad could be so

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good

I am barely there

barely here

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as he flogs me

the further i go

into nothing...

and into everything

i travel to distant lands

to far away places

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but i always hear Him

"Is this too much for you?"

"no"

"Can you feel this?"

"yes"

"Green?"

"green"

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off into another world

quiet

peaceful

this peace is only possible with him

my Guardian

my Lighthouse

weathers any storm

confident

caring

taking me to heights i never knew