From now on, your sexuality belongs to me. You will perform sexually any time I order it, with enthusiasm. All I have to do is order you to spread your legs, and you will bend over immediatly and spread them wide. No matter how you feel, or what you want at the time, your sexual body belongs to me for my pleasure. You will come when and how I see fit. At this time I will consider one orgasm a week generous - but only if you please me sufficiently. That is not to say however, that you will not be brought near to orgasm on a daily basis. A large part of your training is to teach you to control your sexuality, to control your orgasms. At first I will prevent you from coming, but later you will learn to prevent yourself. I want you to feel that ultimate submission as you learn to turn over your orgasm, or more importantly to release your wanting that orgasm. When it is most difficult to withdraw from pleasure, is when you will learn to choose to withdraw. When you are closest to coming is when you will learn to choose not to come. You will give me this gift of your sexuality in this way.

In addition, you will learn to always associate pleasure with pain. Every orgasm you have will be coupled with pain either during, or immediately before and after. I want you to know pleasure that has the heat and sting of a hard spanking attached to it. I want your orgasms to be so close to the pinch of the nipple clip, or snap of the whip as to be one. I want you to connect pleasure and pain so tightly that one cannot come without the other.

Your first exercise is this. This time I may allow you to have an orgasm. If I decide that you will not, I will not tell you until you are very very close to coming. You will tell me when you are close, but not so close that you cannot stop if I order you to. At that time I will decide if you are worthy to have pleasure. I am going to attach these nipple clamps to your nipples, and two to your labia. Moan for me as I tease you. Tell me how good it feels and how you want to come. Beg me. Tell me how you will be my slave and do anything I ask. I am going to give you as much pleasure as you want for a few seconds then stop, just long enough for you to feel the pain, then relax a little bit. I will repeat this until you are near coming. When you are near, you must tell me.

Even more importantly, I am going to administer a great deal of pain to you. I want you to turn yourself over to it, ask for more, and recognize that the more you can take - the happier I will be. Your goal is to make me as happy as possible.

Feel the submission that comes with giving up pleasure. Turn yourself over to the pain of withdrawal.